hello(: it has been quite short sometime since i last posted. okayy, yesterday's shooting comp was a blast. you would not believe what the cedar ncc shooters team did. we clinched the top 3 position. as a team. then rachel c got 2nd nationwide for shooting 20/20 targets. twin got 7th position, 18/20. and me? nothing. even though i shot 17/20 targets. BOO! to me. i hate myself. nevermind. next year must strive harder. anyway, i went mugging with amro and gloria. twinnaye pangseh us in the middle of nowhere sia. she abandoned us at the library and headed to tohtoh's abode. but me and amro had a whale of a time too, though. ehem, there's a blessing in disguise. oh yea, i bought two pens today! wahlao* nevermind, racheltoh, feel guilty. hahaa. just kidding. hee :D anyway, i am proud of cedar ncc shooters team [ part B ]. very very. hahaa, anw, i love my new skin. as in the new photo. it's like so WOW! fuyohfuyoh. anw, ameer asked how me and ayie are going on. i had to tell the truth. it's hard to put on a facade and pretend evrything's okayy. actually, i don't really know whether it is okayy. i mean, ayie never text me last few days, since sunday. so, i can't really update on our status. nvmt. but still, can someone shed some light onto the current situation? hehs. okayy, coals is going to end in a week. STRIVE shazwani! yay! i want it to be done and over soon. like seriously. i dont mind not being OAL or OAI anymore. cause i also dont know whether i'll be able to cope next year. yea. so, the consideration. yeapp, and i think i've made up my mind, not to become anything, but a good student with good attitude and high spirits. yea man! wooo! okayy. preethi talking to me actually made me feel a whole lot better about coals. thanks, preethi! hahah. and yea, i am meeting her tomorrow at 8.45 at whitesands so that she can update me on the latest indigo news. after that, i'll go to the library at 11and study and mug and study and mug until 2plus. i'll go home and watch either speed racer or, actually, there's no 'or' because speed racer is the only movie among the three that i like. so yea, speed racer! it really captivates me with the hot hot hot super hot heroes and the stunts and the cars. so pretty and hot! yay! just like me :D ego. nvm. i am like happy that mumis not that angry with me anymore. yknow what, my piano will be tuned this saturday. yay! nice sounds coming back. andi am hooked to the new song that i am playing right now. from the movie. it sounds so nice! hahah. and i think our chant works. anyway, i'll update more when i have the time. maybe tomorrow. and guess what? i am trying to keep inactive on friendster. i think i need to like start managing my time well, to ensure that i will actually do well next year. yeap. and i hope i'll get the few highest rank in cedar ncc next year as a specialist. and yea, i hope i'll also make it to triple science. ya Allah, answer my prayers? please? Amin. hee. i just prayed to my one and only God. Him who can make my dreams come true; a reality. okayy, that's enough for now. i think the post is quite long. and i want to be pretty!(: *