i envy other couples. so happy together. against all odds. yet still staying together. nevermind. i feel a little insignificant. he just left me and forgot about me, in the blink of an eye. not even a goodbye, a hug or a kiss. don't make me hate you. cause i don't want to. maybe it's the best for both of us. idk. it's God's doing. we have to accept what he gives us, cause it's always the best. am i being emotional?

coming back, todayy, went for coals meeting. quite productive, i suppose? yea. then went home at 1.30. at whitesands, bought chocolate ice blended and o'fish and chunks. okayy, went to challenger to find the onto headphones, but cannot seem to find. hmmph, i want to ask sgt zakiyyah. hahaha, will do so, soon((: yay! okayy, watched speed racer, yes, again! while eating laa. oh yea, before that i played the piano. it's very nice because my mother called the service man to tune my piano. it's much more better and nicer and more melodious and the pedal isnot making any squeaking sound anymore. and the CRISTOFORI word is now so shiny! hahah, okayy, later might be going to banquet simei to eat. i want to search for the headphones and yea, got some stuff to buy for coals camp. yea, am i nervous for the camp? i wonder(:

and p.s. you, you've changed. yours truly is tired waiting for you.