Saturday, April 4
11:16 AM
i don't know what i should feel exactly.
2nd April marked a new beginning for yayi(: a new beginning in the other world. though he's gone, i'll always remember him as a person who is very patient and religious and a man who is true to his wife, even though she has left him a long time ago. i did not expect him to go so soon. but i should be proud that he has lived almost up to a hundred years. he has lived to a ripe old age. i should not be too devastated with his death, because after a long period of loneliness, he's going to be reunited with my late nyayi and live happily ever after(: i did not expect the last hari raya to be the last time we were to celebrate it together as a super duper big family. May you rest in peace, yayi. i'll always pray for you, InsyAllah.
11:16 AM
i don't know what i should feel exactly.
2nd April marked a new beginning for yayi(: a new beginning in the other world. though he's gone, i'll always remember him as a person who is very patient and religious and a man who is true to his wife, even though she has left him a long time ago. i did not expect him to go so soon. but i should be proud that he has lived almost up to a hundred years. he has lived to a ripe old age. i should not be too devastated with his death, because after a long period of loneliness, he's going to be reunited with my late nyayi and live happily ever after(: i did not expect the last hari raya to be the last time we were to celebrate it together as a super duper big family. May you rest in peace, yayi. i'll always pray for you, InsyAllah.
